29:11

Life is crazy.
Seriously and completely crazy.
Well, sometimes anyway.
Like right now. I feel kind of caught up in a mad dash of places to be, decisions to make and worries about the future. I don't know whats coming, I am not sure what I am choosing is right, and I don't like not having a plan (when its important....like life) and the future seems scary.  Its hard for me to trust myself, and i'm not sure that that is a good idea anyway....That's one reason that Jerimiah 29:11 is my favorite verse. (It kind of has to be though, God always taps me on the shoulder and whispers it to me almost every day) I don't have to trust me, I can trust God. But I do worry about messing things up for him.  Oh Lord, how do you put up with me? I try to be so independent, even when I know I will fail if I don't lean on you. I'm so stubborn.
Finals and everything else make me want to stress out, but I know that it will all be over soon, and things will be great. God is in control, he knows what he is doing, and to top it all off with a big cherry, he is planning GOOD things for me! Not just the brussel sprouts and *insert name of nasty food here* kind of "good for you", but the enjoyable, wonderful fulfilling kind of "good."
Wow!
Don't you love God?
: )