Sometimes I feel like I am not doing much worthwhile with my life. I mean, school is great and everything. "You're working now so you can work later..." yeah yeah...
But what am I really doing? Who am I impacting? How am I growing and stretching myself.
I never want to reach a point where I no longer want to stretch myself and try hard things. Accomplishing hard things (tasks, projects, goals, personal, spiritual, relational, you name it) fuels a sense of adventure and love for life. If everything is easy and routine, then it gets boring and loses its meaning.
Sometimes, being in school and having the same routine day after day, I get the feeling that I am wasting time. I want to be out on the mission field-working, in the mountains-climbing, on the river- rafting, working on a skill of some sort, something that is not easy and takes effort. Things that you invest in, mean more. And I know I can invest myself in school work, I suppose....but its not quite the same. I want to breathe, to live, to move and to really make a difference.
So, I ask myself, what am I doing?
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Thanks, Heather! :D
Know exactly what you mean, I feel the same way all the time :) But I guess God will send us when He knows we're ready and when those we go to serve are ready for us.
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